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Happiness

by Wilderness Alive

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    "Happiness," is a concept record about love and loss. The record was written over two days by singer/songwriter Peyton Rodeffer. Soon, a band was formed to bring the record to life. Sean Jensen, Dagan Crews, and finally Andy Pillott came together to write the album based around Rodeffers folk songs. What came out of it was an indie, emo-rock record that deals with the ideas of divorce. Producer and engineer Tim Craven saw Wilderness Alive preform in Nashville, TN and took on the project. The record was tracked in Nashville, TN by Tim Craven and additional recording by Evan Brown.

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1.
Ladder Pt 1 03:23
We packed the car with all of our shit Then we crossed the state lines to where we now live I watched the gleam of your eyes starting to spit them sparks We left in our wake a trail of burning cars I could build you this chair I could build you this house And in return, you could cook and fill my mouth But what if the dog dies Would you stab at the sun Would you curse your blood My wife let it run I saw your demons Lord I stared in their eyes They seemed well received at first But the devil always lies I won't believe in the devil He won't believe in me Till all the things my hands build won't mean a thing Unless you can bare my ring
2.
Ladder Pt 2 02:17
Return the dress Tell the guest not come Take my suit back to the mall Tell the caterer her job is done What will I tell myself When I died it was your offering Now the things my hands once built won't mean anything Romance is wasted on the living Theres more hope in my suffering I was always better in your prison then free What will I tell myself Because it died when you took off your ring My wife I died when you took off your ring Oh Christ I died when you gave up on me My wife I died when you took off your ring
3.
Ladder Pt 3 02:48
It's quiet not, I guess everyones gone home The liquor hadn't touched my tongue in months Then I started thinking about hell, and I cant get out I saw my dog, peddling by the lakeside The most beautiful girl crossed her legs on the beach Sean, he asked me who's your God now I started to drown If I could clinch my hands to a fist like I might lose them Remembering all the things I would miss Like I could really ever choose to forget you Then maybe I'll smile sometimes When some beautiful girl we don't know will wear your ring Your handsome man somewhere will give you his ring When my loving wife somewhere will wear his ring When your loving wife somewhere will wear his ring
4.
Ladder Pt 4 03:43
We set on the couch The words ran down our checks collecting at our mouths She said don't be surprised when you hear what I've been up to I thought oh Christ well who has got into you Cause you took something from me It's a car locked up tight to which I won't hold the keys These days I do better when I'm sober So I pour it down my throat to stay close to her Come home I'll say too much I wait for your words to appear When they do I'm out of luck Because you never leave with what you wanted to say Its heart thats yours and it's no longer mine You stole something else from me It's a ring locked up in a box that I keep on me Come home
5.
Ladder Pt 5 04:55
How did you let me inside of you When you already had him There is nothing you could do that would hurt me more Then knowing our last time was pretend I saw you one evening You were out with your friends I wore your favorite tie In hopes my wife would come home again But you wouldn't acknowledge me You were talking with him The worst part is you won't even love him Soon enough it will all end I got real blacked out drunk Passed out and cried on my floor While you were at home getting fucked by that boy He's not a man But I am I want to be like my dad Just only ever wanted to be like my dad
6.
Ladder Pt 6 03:20
This is goodbye I will see you sometimes Don't you ever, don't you kiss my lips again When you kissed my mouth It all came pouring out, and everything was dry Everything and your mouth was dry So, walking through my door I couldn't look you over, like I had done before Though I wanted too Your neighbor and his friends They saw you in a way that I never could have Because I loved you And I still fucking do This is goodbye I will see my wife sometimes Don't you listen Baba kiss these lips again
7.
Ladder Pt 7 02:57
I went over to your house Kissed your ears and your mouth His stuff laid across the floor It came back like it had before We went out to your porch Where he offered me a beer before Before I knew before he knew I knew Before I knew I could never trust you Oh how I love you I'd still marry you There is nothing my wife could do I will always forgive you We went to your bed of sin I twisted and I turned within Said is this something you can do Thought if I don't wife I will never leave you Oh how I love you I still love you Though I will never marry you I will always want to
8.
Ladder Pt 8 03:39
When a girl looks you in the eyes It is best to just lie Tell her she is lovely You can tell her she is smart Even if their all not Well I caught some eyes out on the floor Drunk and stoned like every night since and before Told you you could hold me but only if you want I told you you could use me but only if you want To birth me a little daughter to sit on dads knee And teach my son to be a man, like I am She just looked off for real long Got up, put her cowgirl shoes on Even as they are all leaving I'm still thinking of you I wonder where you're sleeping, all the things you might do I know someday I'll meet a woman and I'll forget all our plans Where we fled Indiana, we never went home again And building that home by the trees Where you could birth me our little daughter, she would sit on my knee We teach our son to be a man, like I am But it died when you took off your ring Wife I died when you took off your ring Christ I have died since you both left me I will pray in this life for better things

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released May 26, 2016

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Wilderness Alive Nashville, Tennessee

Wilderness Alive is a sad DAD rock band from Nashville, TN. They like playing shows and drinking beer. Sometimes they throw darts and hangout. Usually the are hard at work at their coffee shops and bars, playing and writing music.

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